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A life can be recorded entirely through its sensations, moods, and reveries rather than its events, treating what happens inside as the true biography. Because outward circumstances are monotonous and interchangeable, the self is documented by how things were felt, not by what occurred.
Action forces the self to commit to one limited version of reality and exposes it to failure and contact with others. A dream keeps every possibility intact and can be possessed completely, so the renouncing dreamer holds more of the world than the one who acts.
Tedium is distinct from ordinary boredom. It is not a lack of anything to do but a weariness with existence itself, a feeling that everything would be equally tiresome. Because it attaches to the possibility of any experience at all, no change of activity or scene can cure it.
The narrow routine of a bookkeeper's desk, his boss Vasques, and the Rua dos Douradores can be treated as a complete model of the world rather than a confinement from it. Seen this way, the ledger's small columns stand in for all human destiny, and escape through travel becomes unnecessary because every place repeats the same condition.
One's personality can be viewed not as a single fixed identity but as a theater through which multiple selves pass, each feeling and thinking differently. On this view, self-estrangement is not a malfunction. It is the accurate recognition that 'I' am a plurality observing itself from outside.
What exists for us is only what we sense, so refining and cultivating sensation is the only real form of living. Deliberately intensifying one's perception of trivial things, like light on a street or a passing cloud, becomes an art that replaces ambition and experience.