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She describes him as a mythic figure with endless luxury cars, gifts, and crowds of girlfriends, while gunfights, enemies and pursuits break into her story. The book is a single case of how a child builds an entire inner world around a parent known mainly through promises, rumor and spectacle.
A child's exaggerations about an absent parent measure what is missing. The more rarely the father appears, the more cars, girlfriends and powers the narration gives him, because fantasy fills the space his presence leaves empty. Read this way, an idealized portrait tells you how large the absence is, not what the person is like.
A parent who keeps promising to arrive and never comes can hold a child more tightly than one who is simply there. Each broken promise starts a new cycle of waiting.
The trafficker's conspicuous consumption becomes the vocabulary a child uses to understand love and power. Cars, brands, cash and a crowd of admirers stand in for affection, so violence and luxury reach her as one thrilling package. The narration shows how the economy of the drug trade reshapes the imagination of the families left behind, not only their incomes.