The suitcase of his father's writings
Two years before his death, Pamuk's father gave him a small suitcase of his manuscripts and notebooks, asking him to read them after he was gone. Pamuk left it untouched for a long time, afraid he would find either that his father was a good writer or that he was not, and knowing his father had chosen a comfortable, sociable life over the solitude that writing demands. The episode, told in his 2006 Nobel lecture, becomes his way of defining the writer's vocation by contrast with the life his father chose.