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Thomas DeBaggio, a former journalist who ran an herb-growing business in Virginia, was diagnosed with early-onset Alzheimer's at 57. He began writing an account of his decline while he could still compose sentences, recording forgotten words, misplaced tasks and his growing fear.
The book alternates three strands: diary entries about present-day decline, vivid recovered memories from childhood and earlier life, and factual passages about Alzheimer's disease. This braid lets the reader feel what is slipping away, what is still retained, and the biological process doing the erasing, all at once. The fragmented structure enacts the disease instead of only describing it.
Because personal identity rests on remembered experience, a person losing memory can preserve the self by moving it onto the page before the brain erases it. Writing works as a prosthetic memory, giving a fixed record that survives the author's loss of access to it. It also turns helpless decline into purposeful work, even as the act of writing gets harder and slower.
In Alzheimer's, new memories are lost before old ones, so the patient can forget the morning while childhood scenes stay vivid. Seen from the inside, this gradient flips a person's sense of time: the far past feels more present than the present itself.