Literary vocation as a tapeworm
Vargas Llosa compares the calling to write with a tapeworm (solitaria) that lives inside the host and feeds on everything it eats. The writer does not practise literature so much as get consumed by it: the vocation takes over time, experience and appetite, and it cannot be satisfied or switched off. On this account, vocation is a lifelong subordination, and any payoff from success or recognition is incidental.