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The narrator tries to write the 'instant-now' (instante-já), the present moment at the exact point it passes, rather than a remembered or planned one. Every attempt fails because the instant is already gone once it is written, so the text keeps restarting. It becomes a continuous record of reaching for a present it can never hold.
Language is treated as bait that fishes for what is not language: sensation, being, the pre-verbal. Something has been written only when the 'non-word' bites the hook.
Under personal identity and human meaning lies an impersonal, neutral core of sheer living, which the narrator calls 'it'. Reaching it means giving up interpretation and sentiment and simply taking part in existence as plants, animals and matter do. This contact is described as both frightening and ecstatic.
The narrator writes as a painter paints abstractly, aiming at the 'behind-thought' rather than at ideas or stories. The goal is to write the thing itself, not about it, so the text transmits sensation directly instead of describing it. Meaning is felt before it is understood.
The text refuses chapters, characters and narrative arc and follows the flow of perception the way jazz improvises. Its form comes from following each impulse as it arises, so the work grows organically like living water. It is not built toward a planned end.
The narrator tries to describe a mirror as it is: pure, empty, vibrating space. To see it, she must remove herself from it, because any reflected figure turns the mirror into a picture of something else. The episode shows that grasping a thing in itself requires the observer to become absent.