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During the 1940s famine, Choukri's family flees the Rif for Tangier. There his father, enraged by his small son Abdelkader crying from hunger, twists the boy's neck and kills him while Choukri watches. The killing becomes the organizing wound of the narrator's life: a lasting, openly stated wish for his father's death, and a childhood spent mostly in the street to avoid him.
When the stomach is the first fact of each day, theft, scavenging garbage, smuggling and selling sex stop being moral choices and become ordinary means of provision. The narrative records these acts flatly, without confession or apology, to show that respectable morality assumes a minimum of bread the poor do not have. Shame comes after survival, not before it.
After years of vagrancy, petty crime and drink, Choukri meets a fellow inmate in prison who recites poetry and urges him to learn. At twenty, still unable to read, he enrolls in school in Larache among children. The book ends on this decision, framing literacy as a deliberate exit from a life that offered no other one.
Choukri wrote the book in Arabic in 1972, but it first reached print in English in 1973, through Paul Bowles's translation. The Arabic edition came out only in 1982, and Morocco then banned it for nearly two decades over its sex, drugs and hatred of the father. Testimony from the bottom of a society can become sayable abroad before it becomes sayable at home, because it indicts the home audience.