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At his 1997 amnesty hearing, Cape Town security policeman Jeffrey Benzien knelt over a volunteer and demonstrated the 'wet bag' suffocation technique he had used on detainees. His former victims, including Tony Yengeni, cross-examined him. Asked what kind of man could do this, Benzien said he had asked himself the same question. Even while confessing, he kept control of the account by claiming he had broken prisoners within minutes.
Listening to atrocity testimony every day is not neutral work. Reporters, interpreters and commissioners developed physical symptoms, broke down, and found that ordinary language stopped working. The receiver of a story takes on part of its weight, so a truth process has hidden casualties among the people whose job is to hear it.
Afrikaners who never pulled a trigger are still implicated. The atrocities were carried out in their name and language and protected their privilege. Guilt runs through identity and benefit, not only through direct action. Reconciliation therefore requires the beneficiary community to acknowledge ownership, not just to condemn individual perpetrators as aberrations.