Adelphi

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1. Cowper's Breakdown Before the Lords' Examination

   In 1763 Cowper was nominated through family patronage as Clerk of the Journals of the House of Lords, but the post required a public examination at the bar of the House. His dread of the examination grew into a breakdown and repeated suicide attempts with laudanum, a knife, drowning in the Thames and hanging with a garter, each of which he abandoned or survived. He was then confined at Dr Nathaniel Cotton's asylum in St Albans, where in 1764 he opened the Bible at Romans 3:25 on Christ as 'propitiation through faith in his blood' and experienced sudden assurance of pardon.

2. Failed Suicides Read as Providential Intervention

   Cowper narrates each failed suicide attempt as God actively preventing it. In his account, a sudden loss of nerve, a chance obstacle or a breaking cord was evidence of a restraining hand, not accident. This turns the most shameful episodes of his life into proof that he was being preserved for grace, which makes the memoir's argument depend on his own near-deaths.

3. Madness Reframed as Conviction of Sin

   Looking back, Cowper recasts his terror, hallucinated guilt and certainty of damnation as the law doing its work before the gospel. On this reading, despair was a necessary stage that stripped away self-righteousness so that grace could be received. Under this lens, a psychiatric collapse becomes a spiritual chronology, and suffering gains meaning because it came before rescue.

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